Meditation on Motherhood – Regarding Baby
My daughter is adopted. She is my biological niece and my daughter. We have been four and a half years in our relationship together. I unexpectedly became his mother at the age of forty-nine (after twenty-five years of being a professional toddler and educator), under the most unusual and trying circumstances. We did the whole […]

My daughter is adopted. She is my biological niece and my daughter. We have been four and a half years in our relationship together. I unexpectedly became his mother at the age of forty-nine (after twenty-five years of being a professional toddler and educator), under the most unusual and trying circumstances. We did the whole trip together. At the end of last year, she was diagnosed with autism. This is a short meditation on what becoming and being her mother has meant to me, what I have struggled with and what I am learning from her. I share it with the hope that it could speak to and inspire you, no matter your story or your situation.

I am the mother of my child. She chose me. I chose her. I am a good mother to and for my child. I am not a perfect person or a perfect mother, but I am the perfect mother for and for my child. I adore my child. Most importantly, I commit to the parent with respect. I introduce myself and do my best every day. I try to see her and understand her for who she is, outside of me. I try to honor her and her unique personality and background and give her what she needs to survive and thrive. I watch and listen to her intently, and let my intuition guide me to meet her true needs in the way that best serves her.

I remain open. By responding to her needs, I also try to honor myself, to be real and authentic in her relationship. I recognize that I have needs, limits and limitations, and it is OK and important to state them. I can't always meet all of her needs or requests in a perfect or total way as she would like, and sometimes she can be mad at me for set limits, and that's OK. I only need recognize his feelings, and to continue to be open, to listen, to observe.

I continue to seek, to question, to do my best for her and for myself. I won't give up. I won't be leaving. I won't give up on any of us. I will not stop loving her, listening to her or trying to understand her. I will make mistakes. I would fall. I will fail. I will misunderstand. But I will learn from my mistakes. I'll admit them. I'll apologize. I will seek, ask for and accept help for both of us, if needed. I will continue. And her too.

I choose to believe that my love, my commitment, my efforts are enough. Pretty good. What make a difference for her and for me. Enough to unite us. Enough to feed her and launch her into the world in a happy (enough), healthy (enough) way for her to survive and thrive. His journey, his experience of life, of people, will be different from mine, and that, I believe, is a good thing. Although she has experienced many difficulties in her short life, I hope that our relationship will be a foundation for her, even when I am no longer present on this earth. I hope she learns and feels that although I am not perfect, although I often feel inadequate, broken, lost and alone, even though I often make mistakes, I stand for her. I seek to see her as she is, to celebrate her unique strengths. I believe in her. I am there as a guide, and by his side, not hovering, but available. I am his greatest lawyer and cheerleader. She's my best teacher. I aim to make better and different choices for both of us, that were made for me when I was growing up. I try to understand myself and to understand my past so as not to revisit on it what was done to me.

Again, I am not perfect. I fall. I missed. I make mistakes. But still, I get up and try again. I lead with love. I lead with the desire to know her, understand her and celebrate her for exactly who she is. I lead with an open heart and an open mind. I keep learning and growing so that she can learn and grow. We are both a work in progress and our relationship. It's perfect as is, even though it doesn't look pretty on the outside or the ride isn't smooth.

I love. I love. I love. I introduce myself. I try. I try. I try. I trust. I let go. She lights the way for both of us. And that is enough. That's all. May she grow up to know it. Can she feel it. Let that suffice. That's enough. That's all.

About children
Kahlil Gibran

Your children are not your children.
These are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself.
They come from you but not from you
And although they are with you, they do not belong to you.

You can give them your love but not your thoughts,
Because they have their own thoughts.
You can house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
that you can't visit, not even in your dreams.
You can strive to be like them,
but don't try to make them like you.
Because life neither retreats nor lingers with yesterday.

You are the bows of which your children
like living arrows are sent.
The archer sees the mark on the path to infinity,
and he bends you with his power
may his arrows go fast and far.
May your flexion in the archer's hand be for joy;
Because just as he loves the arrow that flies,
therefore He also likes the bow which is stable.

With love and thanks to the many therapists, teachers, friends and families, too many to mention, who have prepared, guided, inspired and supported me on this journey, but above all, to Magda Gerber, and Janet Lansbury.

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