In troubled romantic relationships, unexpressed feelings lead to emotional distance and harsh conflict.
How do you deal with your difficult feelings—including resentment, anger, sadness, hurt, shame, and fear—in your relationship? Do you stuff them inside? Do you attack whoever influenced those feelings to arise?
For example, Ryan and Danny have been married for three years and have an ongoing fight about the TV. Ryan complains about how the TV is always on and sucking Danny into it, while Danny complains that all Ryan does is nag.
|Words Said or Actions||Feelings||Hidden Wish|
|Ryan: “All you care about is the stupid tv and your sports team.”||Loneliness||The criticism hides Ryan’s longing to being fully present with Danny|
|Danny: “I deserve time to relax after work. All you ever do is nag me. Get off my back.”||Anger and inadequacy||The defensiveness hides Danny feeling blocked from the time needed to relax and the fear of not being an adequate lover for Ryan|
|Ryan walks away in anger||Fear of being too much to love||Hopes Danny will turn off the TV and offer reassurance (Hint: Protest behavior)|
|Danny continues watching baseball
|Sadness and resentment||Danny wishes that the relationship had less conflict [Danny is conflict avoidant] and feels resentful that issues are brought up when Danny is trying to relax.|
Ryan and Danny are wrestling with the perpetual problem of how they spend time together and as you can see their difficult feelings and needs are deflected or disguised in the way they talk to each other.
Susan David, author of Emotional Agility, highlights that both good and difficult feelings have been beneficial enough to survive the cut of natural selection. This insight explains that even difficult emotions have an evolutionary value and should be explored as useful, even if they are uncomfortable.
In Ryan and Danny’s case, their lack of emotional intelligence makes it difficult for each of them to see the longing underneath each other’s behaviors.
Because Ryan always complains about the TV and doesn’t share the feelings that influence this complaint, Danny doesn’t get the opportunity to see that Ryan feels lonely and yearns to interact by going on a date or even a walk. Meanwhile, Danny complains that Ryan is a nag, which are driven by feelings of shame about not being a good partner, depriving Ryan of the opportunity to change that inner narrative.
The goal of couples therapy is to create a safe emotional space for partners to risk sharing their vulnerable feelings and narratives, so that they can respond to these underlying feelings and meanings in a way that strengthens the relationship. A big piece of couples therapy is exploring and expressing the unexpressed vulnerable feelings.
Your Feelings About Feelings (Meta-Emotions)
The brain is a funky thing. Not only can we feel sad, but we can also feel mad about feeling sad. Then we may feel guilty about feeling sad and try to stop feeling sad. Having feelings about feelings are called meta-emotions. These meta-emotions can block us from expressing certain vulnerable feelings because we were raised to believe that those feelings are bad.
Every single one of us has an emotional heritage that impacts how we express or do not express our feelings. Sometimes an unwillingness to express feelings reflects underlying beliefs, feelings, and prior experiences of emotional expression.
Every one of us grew up in a family with its own philosophy of emotion. Dr. Gottman’s research highlights that families tend to fall into one of four emotional philosophies:
- Coaching: Accept expression of all feelings and support one another in coping with difficult feelings (sadness, anger, fear) and resolving problems.
- Dismissing: Hide feelings, especially difficult ones. By not expressing feelings, the family fails to offer guidance on how to cope with them.
- Laissez-faire: Accept expression of all feelings, but do not support each other in coping with difficult feelings. The attitude is “this too will pass.”
- Disapproving: Difficult feelings are hidden and if they are expressed, the response is hostile or critical, which blocks expressing emotions.
Because of Danny’s upbringing in an emotionally dismissive family, it makes sense why he would also dismiss Ryan’s compliant. The meaning he took from his family of origin was “feelings are useless” and thus he must always think “logically.” This also created the message that difficult feelings should be ignored. As a result, he stuffs his difficult feelings or avoids his partner’s difficult feelings by withdrawing.
Sadly, these avoidance behaviors deprive Danny of the opportunity to express his feelings or to enhance his experience to cope with difficult feelings or conflicts and strengthen his relationship.
Ryan, on the other hand, tends to get stuck in the emotions. Ryan starts to feel lonely and then feels angry about feeling lonely and begins to criticize Danny, rather than expressing the loneliness in an emotionally intelligent way.
The Problem With Stuffing or Stewing Difficult Feelings
When we attempt to banish our feelings, they don’t vanish. The reality is our suppressed emotions leak into other interactions. For example, Danny attempts to stuff his resentment toward Ryan’s criticism and tells himself, “Just roll with it.”
Unfortunately, Danny doesn’t roll with it and when they are sitting down for dinner, he criticizes Ryan for the way the table was set. Or he finds himself raging in his car behind a person who is driving 2 M.P.H. under the speed limit. This is the cost of stuffing feelings.
“We cannot selectively numb emotions, when we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions.” – Brene Brown
Not to mention, when we stuff our feelings related to relationship conflict, our partners may perceive our emotional shutdown as “not caring.” The biggest problem with avoiding our feelings is it blocks us from experiencing our capacity to stay connected to our feelings and use our emotions to help resolve conflict.
Stewing in difficult feelings is just the reverse. Instead of stuffing, we ruminate. Like a soup on the hot stove, our feelings and thoughts heat up until they boil over into multiple areas of our lives. We can’t let go of the thoughts and feelings we have. As a result, sometimes the little things become big things.
Susan David likens emotions to quicksand. “The harder you struggle with your emotions, the deeper you sink.”
This is especially true in our romantic relationships because these feelings are related to one of the most significant individuals in our life. Below are Five Steps to work on expressing the underlying feelings that are continuing to cause problems in your relationship.
Cultivate Healthy Self-Doubt:
Sometimes our thoughts and feelings feel so “right” that it feels wrong to question them. Many of us are not mindful of the ways our brains filter events in the world to fit our belief system, nor are we aware of how our brain unconsciously fills in the details when we don’t know something such as why our partner continues to not talk to us.
So our brain makes things up, such as: “They just don’t care.”
Like a fish in a sea, we are unaware that we swim in the water of our thoughts and feelings every second of every day.
When you begin to look for evidence to counter this information or become curious about a thought, you give yourself and your relationship a chance to grow. This is why the Gottman Method has couples recognize that there are two subjective views, and is also why Terry Real has partners say to each “What I made up about this was…”
Choose Courage Over Comfort:
One of the major differences between happy and unhappy couples is in how they navigate the difficult emotions in their relationship. Happy couples understand that they can transform the difficult emotions of conflict into material for constructing a stronger relationship.
These happy couples choose to tolerate the difficult emotions and share them in a vulnerable, non-attacking way because they value their relationship more than the difficult feelings.
This is not much different from a person who chooses to go to the gym five days a week at 5:30 am. It’s not that they don’t feel tired and would prefer to stay in bed; it’s that they choose to go even though they do feeling tired.
When you are feeling upset or having a difficult time, learn how to courageously and vulnerably express your emotions to your partner (and even yourself) rather than sweeping them under the rug. This includes not calling your three times divorced Aunt Sally to tell her how terrible your partner is.
The reality is feelings are never going away. This leaves you with a choice to use them to your benefit or to continue to let them shape your interactions in unhealthy ways.
Live By Your Values, Not Your Thoughts and Emotions:
Our emotions, especially our difficult ones, are signals of what we value. The problem is that many of us have not intentionally explored what it is we value in life. If you choose to value the quality and connection in your relationship, then you will have an easier time facing your fears of staying engaged in conflict, even when it feels difficult.
When your difficult feelings arise, you now have what Susan David calls a “choice point”—a fork in the road where you can either move towards or away from the type of person you want to be.
“Everything worthwhile in life is won through surmounting the associated negative experience.” – Mark Manson
If you ever talk to really strong couples who have been together for decades, you’ll hear them glorify the struggles they went through. They managed to get through the hardships of life and come out closer, not father apart. This is because they choose to live by their values, not by what they felt or thought moment to moment.
Enhance Your Emotional Intelligence:
“Emotional Intelligence is the ability to make emotions work for you, instead of against you.” – Justin Bariso
If you stuff your feelings, you will significantly benefit from enhancing your ability to be self-aware and socially aware of how your lack of emotional expression impacts your romantic relationship. On the other hand, if you stew in your feelings, your life will improve if you learn how to healthily regulate your emotions and enhance your relationship management skills so you can use your emotions to enhance your relationship.
Get an Emotion Coach:
One of the smartest things I did was push myself to go to therapy. This gave me the space to spend 50 minutes a week to explore my thoughts and feelings without reacting to them. I became more mindful of how I thought and how my reactions impacted the important relationships in my life. I was coached on how to experience and express my emotions, even the difficult ones, in a healthy way.
If you tend to struggle to regulate your emotions, then I would highly recommend seeking out a form of individual or couples therapy that can support you in experiencing and expressing your difficult feelings.
For individual therapy, Dialectical Behavioral Therapy helps you become mindful of how your feelings influence your behavior, supports you in accepting them, and teaches you how to tolerate and regulate difficult feelings. Another individual therapy is called Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT). ACT helps you accept your thoughts and feelings as they are and commit to live in accordance with your values even when you don’t feel like it.
Individual book suggestions:
For couples therapy, Gottman Couples Therapy and Emotion Focused Couples Therapy are designed to draw out unexpressed emotions and use them to constructively build a stronger and more meaningful relationship.
Couples Book Suggestions:
As Danny and Ryan began to express their difficult feelings in a gentle way and learn how to listen non-defensively, their relationship improved. They uncovered win-win ways of interacting which allowed Ryan to feel loved and important and Danny to feel like a good enough partner.
It wasn’t easy getting there because they had to stay engaged during the difficult emotions, but since they valued their relationship more than avoiding the discomfort, their relationship became stronger and more meaningful.
This post was previously published on kylebenson.net.
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About six months before I turned 50, a friend tried to convince me to enter a physique contest. He had just turned 40, and was thrilled to be in the over-40 category because there were fewer guys for him to compete against. He said to me, “Kirk, you can win the over-50 category. There are only a few guys who enter. But, you have no lats or traps—most older dudes don’t. Work on your back and you got it in the bag ! ” I wasn’t too excited to enter a competition with “no competition, ” but I was pretty peeved to hear him say I had no lats or traps. My back was better than that. Although I had no intention to enter the competition, I started doing more single-arm dumbbell rows to work my back. Now, a few years later, it’s one of my favorite dumbbell exercises. Importantly, I’m not trying to break any records when it comes to weight here, like I might have in my younger days. Quality reps at low weight is the bigger focus.
There are variantes of the exercise where you see guys use a bench for support, using a hand or even placing a knee on the bench. These have their merits ( although MH fitness director Ebenezer Samuel, C. S. C. S. would rather you not put a knee up ). However, I mostly do the version with no assistance from the bench with both feet on the ground as points of contact. This version works your traps, rhomboids, rear delts and rotator cuff groupes musculaires, but you also get some core work, something you greatly need as you get older. Remember, though, that the way do the exercise is subjective to your own abilities. If you need some extra support for balance, don’t hesitate to put a hand down.
to set up for my preferred variation, pick up a light dumbbell, especially to start. Stand with your feet in a parallel stance about shoulder-width apart. Hold the dumbbell in a neutral position at your side, as if you would for a hammer curl. Place your free hand behind you, with the back of your hand on the small of your back ( you can also extend your off arm out to balance ). Next, bend over by pushing your butt back and hinging at your waist, with your knees slightly bent. There should be no rounding of the spine, and you should keep your gaze down at the floor in a neutral neck position. Lastly, as you’re hanging onto the dumbbell with your arm pointing to the floor, squeeze your shoulder blades together so your shoulders lock in place and don’t slump.
From this starting place, use your back to sweat the dumbbell up without twisting your spine. Pull up as high as you can, pause for a moment at the top and squeeze your shoulder blades together even more. Then release by lowering the dumbbell back to the starting place. to control my pace, I usually sweat up for 2 seconds, squeeze at the top for 2 seconds, then release back to the starting position in 2 seconds.
By doing the dumbbell row unilaterally ( one arm at a time ), you’ll feel yourself being pulled off balance. You must fight with your abs and obliques to maintain balance and stability, which is why I love this exercise so much. Although you won’t be able to load up with as much weight as you would using the bench for stabilization, the extra core work you’ll get makes this version well worth putting in your arsenal of exercises. Try 4 sets of 8 to 10 reps during upper body workouts to get started.
We all know that it’s common for men to skip the doctor until they become sick, injure themselves or are faced with a serious health problem. And a majority of men will postpone seeking care for a few days to see whether they feel any better. It’s the whole ' if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it ' line of thinking.
But there are steps the men in your life can take today to improve their vitality and help prevent health problems down the road. Of course, there are some things that can’t be changed, such as family history and age, but every day choices can have a big effet on their current and future health.
Eating a diet that’s low in fat ( less than 7 percent of kcal should come from saturated fats ), cholesterol, and salt, and packed with fresh fruits and vegetables ( two cups of fruit per day; three cups of vegetables per day for men up to age 50 and two and a half cups for men aged 51 and over ), whole grains and fiber can help improve your health, prevent heart disease, diabetes and certain cancers.
Try to get 30 minutes of moderate physical activity on most days of the week. Taking a walk, jogging, swimming and mowing the lawn all count. But don’t be a weekend sports warrior. Start slowly if you aren’t normally active and gradually build up. No time ? Research shows that even short bursts of physical activity—as few as 10 minutes of intense activity several times a day—can help men improve their health. Talk to your doctor about the right exercise program for you.
It’s important to maintain a saine weight. Excess weight, especially around the waist, can be on your body. Carrying too much body fat forces your heart to work harder and increases your probabilités of heart disease and stroke, even if you have no other risk factors ! So, try to curb weight gain as you age.
Tobacco smoke contains more than 4, 000 chemicals and is a known cause of cancer. Smoking also increases the likelihood of high blood pressure, heart disease, lung problems and other health problems. And if you think chewing tobacco is safer, think again. Not only is chewing tobacco a known cause of cancer ( carcinogen ), it also contributes to gum disease and tooth loss and may be linked to fertility problems. And, few could argue that chewing and spitting is attractive to a partner. If you smoke or chew, talk to your health care professional about ways to quit. Consider nicotine replacement therapy products that include self-help programs, if appropriate.
Whether it’s pulling out the weed whacker, going for a bike ride or grilling with the neighbors, safety is key. Here are just a few examples : Take care when moving heavy objects. It’s easy to strain yourself when lifting boxes, furniture and other heavy items. Use your knees and legs and not your back for leverage. And ask for help, if you need it. Wear appropriate protective gear for your eyes and ears when using leaf blowers, lawn mowers and other machines at home or work. Excessive exposure to noise is the most common cause of hearing loss. Wear a helmet when you ride a bike or ski and throw on reflective clothing if you go for a run after dark. When grilling, never leave the grill unattended, especially when small children and pets are around, and keep a fire extinguisher handy. The grill should be at least 10 feet from your house or any building. to protect your skin, avoid prolonged exposure to the sun and apply ( and reapply ) sunscreen with an SPF of 15 or greater that provides protection against UVA and UVB rays.